its coming

its been 7 whole months (and a bit more) since we got here..doesnt it feel longer..at the same time its amazin how much has happened o'er 7 months..ha..ok forget that..lately its sunk in that in bout 40 days the promos are comin...and surprisingly enough...weird things are happenin...people who've never really bothered to study too much are makin the library their second home..the councillors...mug in the morn..cos apparently with all the stuff's thats coming up...we dont have the luxury of afternoons and evenings in air con with all the notes that people try to make sense of. where do i figure in all o this..no where really..i've been wanting to mug, and for reasons of other work, havent been able to..however when i do get back and the opportunity does arise for me to look thru' the incomprehensible doodles that comprise of my notes, i'm either not able to focus..or i just dont want to...and the mornin after i wonder what the hell went thru my mind..and the whole thing kinda repeats..well kinda...other than that life's been alright..i'm sensing an internal struggle but cant really figure out what it is..ha..sounds lame?..well i dont have to explain it to ya now do i?

ps. i wanna holla at a good friend o mine who has been kindly requestin for an update for a while, ha..sorry bout that, so for all the delays, this one's dedicated to you mademoiselle..and thanks for being there for me :)