idiot...

why me? why is it me who gives in? why?

new perspective?

its been an enlightenin' experience these past few weeks, come to realise quite a bit about life and people. ive made countless mistakes...i've said things i shouldn't have...i havent been there for the people who mean most to me...and i've been doing everythin i've never wanted to do...and yes its a self cleansin process o sorts that i've gotta go thru now and hopefully everythin turns out alrite...even though i know it probably won't...but there have been good times, got acquainted with a best friend, learnt amazingly 3 chords for the guitar and....