for now its all over...stop worrying bout everythin on the board and just focus..if it's to happen it might..but later...for now its done. been slowly easin in to life in rj and yea its taken 7 months for total comfort and for those lookin at this and wonderin...think about your own journey...it might not have been as long but definitely longer than you'd have expected...maye im wrong..but i dont really care :) oh well..for those who expect to see more emotional stuff on this blog i'm going to have to say look elsewhere. to the folks on my board, thanks for erythin, but it ends here.

friends you'll come to realise are too valuable to lose..glad i got one back.